*weather report*the sky is gloomy gloomy n it will be raining for quite some time..temp..between 22-27..oh manz I WAN TO SLP!!such a perfect weather for slping..but if i slp somemore i sure no need go out de..slp until dunno wad time..well..today going out with the e1s..watching meet the fockers..oh ya..ytd watched kung fu hustle with mi class ppl..(okie..there r onli 10 of us..fine..)the show was okie la..not too bad..but as mani had said..it lacked storyline..yea lor..luckily i hid 10 bucks somewhere in mi wardrobe..but coz tat note is new ma..tats y i bu she de use..today take out juz in case not enough money..mi mama is weird..normally she dun like mi to have dinner outside..coz she says i whole day go out no like gal..but i think partly is also coz she wan mi spend more time at home(watching tv..i help her cont..)then ytd when i testing her tat i will be dining outside for dinner she didnt even object..y arh..im thinking..maybe she feels guilty tat i shld spend more time with mi frenz since i like spend 4 whole days shopping with her last wk..?or she decided i can finalli not be the gal she expected??hahaz..okie..im crazy in the early early morning..but ytd then i realise 2004 is coming to an end(okie u know im slow..dun give mi those kinda diao look..IM SLOW..)sigh..2004..a yr..a yr i'll nv forget i guess..i dun wan it to end..n it also came into mi mind tat the next working day which is monday sch is going to reopen..!!!hey..!!!tats unfair..!!sec 4s onli had 1 mth of hol lor..!!BU GONG PING..!!!okie..if i dun go n have mi breakfast now..im going to be late again(oh well..im late ytd together with emily n zoe..hahaz..)

pri sch outing..!!taken at selegie..paradiz centre i think..
bottom:glenn,eugene,sheng chao,choon yuan,jun xiang,alex
top:ming ming,mi!pek sia

hmmm..okie back from 6A gathering ytd..shld say smth about tat..i think tats pretty much successful..(thanks to jx..!!!)okie..n itz the first time im ever tat late when meeting ppl..unexpectedly met eugene n alex at the mrt n went there together..went to mrs robert restaurant..the food there was pretty cheap much to mi surprise..each of us onli paid 6 bucks..(n i prepared like 28 u know..seriously..)but anyway..if u r reading this jx..did mrs robert give us discount?becoz if mi memory haven fail mi..it shld be more than 6 u know..hmm..after tat went to pool at paradiz centre..at first i realli shark at it..seriously..then later was pretty much okie..then reached home at 7+ which was pretty much alrite..

n..manz..i promised miself tat i will say this..a lot of ppl changed!!!okie..let mi start from gals..yuyan is 1 gal whom i think changed quite a bit..hmm..very feminine already..aint exactly sophisticated but those grown up lady..rina..didnt realli change a lot..still those blur blur cute cute kinda impression to mi..sabbie..ya..the nice nice lady u will wan to know..jia mein..also nv realli change a lot but grew more feminine..yvonne,jasmine,puay sung they all..wa..realli changed a lot a lot..yea..guyz..alex n eugene grew taller..much taller compared to tat time n alex became fairer..choon yuan..joker kind..jx..hey ur hairstyle aint exactly tat bad alrite though the uncle was extra generous like wad uve said..much much better than the elmo one i told u in p6 if u rmb(sheesh..seriously..tat time im mean i admit..)..ya lor..but still comfortable with those p6 ppl..:)..waiting for jx to be online to send mi the pics he took so tat i can post it down here..

oh ya jx i know im slow(coz i read the post about the christmas eve thing for dunno how mani time..)when i scroll down then i realise theres a post about ur sec sch life..have more confi in urself la..!!though u 'dieded' out near os..but 9 1s 1 2s im pretty sure u can hit ur aim of 10 1s de..like wad eugene says..os shld be alrite(im still keeping mi fingers crossed..:X)but starting ur life anew..yea i kinda like tat..tats wad i told miself when i entered sec sch..realli..but certain memories will still be kept yea..?n..hey u this camera-shy guy(oh ya..if u cld look at mi in the cam ytd rite the photo wld be much much nicer..!!like how the rest of them did..realli..!!!)..i think i got wad u meant in sec 3 when u tried to voice out how u realli felt n all..hmm..some comments i dun wan to say out of impulse..so im sealing mi lips at the moment..but i think u muz learn to say how u realli feel about certain stuff(hahaz..thanks to someone i finalli learnt it in sec 4..)itz not about whether shy or not those kinda things..becoz the consequences of certain things before u voiced them out n after..the difference is huge such tat ur entire life..how it will cont is very diff..get wad i mean..?hahaz..hope u do..(n hey..if u read this le tell mi hor..)

hmm..yea..then..caught up with wei ting on the phone ytd..talked about certain stuff..hahaz..gals talk..okie..since shes so nice to say tat im the onli one who cld make her cry so much in the christmas card she sent mi..i shld not say tat she YOU YI XING MEI REN XING..wt if u dun get it nvm..coz bf,zoe n i do..tats enough..hahahahz..okok..then she reminded mi tat sch is going to reopen..then we will not be arnd..hanging out n all those stuff..sobz sobz..actualli i tot of tat long ago..sigh..life..hmm..but dun worry..shall see how things go after 3 mths yea?hopefully all of us can get into the same jc ba..(though i still dunno whether im going jc or poly..the results shall say it all..)okie..today..going for e6 outing though not realli considered e6 outing coz itz like very very few ppl going for it..some coz they working others coz they have already watched the show..meeting at ps at 1..theres still a long way to go for mi..:)..hahaz..okie..i'll try to be punctual today alrite..??

hey..!!!im going to be late again..!!!hmm..today got 6a gathering..wWwwwwwWWWoooOooOOOooohhhhHHhhhoooo...later meeting them at somerset 12 n im now still online at 11.15..i pro rite..??thank you thank you..hmm..die die..!!!im going out for practically the whole of last wk n this wk..!!!tml got e6 outing..if i going e1 outing on fri de hua..IM DEAD BROKE AGAIN!!!hope later go to mrs robert restaurant the food there not so ex..or else..not to say friday if i going..i aint even sure if i can survive out there tml..ooopps..

morning..!!this morning not very morning le..outside sky getting clear from wad tat was gloomy juz now..hmm..still haven tot of a way of how to place both a bed n a com in mi room yet..got 1 solution!!use mi sis room..but no way is she going to let mi use tat when shes arnd..when is she getting married!!alas!!!!!shes going to 27 le leh!!!okok..i admit im more worried than mi parents regarding this matter..mi sis says she isnt going to get married then mi parents were like okie..im like WAD???!!!! (though i dunno if shes jking or not)but..i wan her to get married leh..hahaz..im weird i know..firstly..i wan to play with mi nieces n nephews!!i love babies!!!!..secondly..i dun wan to marry before her!!(hey..wait a min..im not crazy about marriage ok..i think marriage is a fabulous thing..n i wan to get married before i turn 27..but..juz get this rite..im not crazy over it..at least..not entirely..hehez..)hm..lets drop the subject..still cracking mi brains for ideas..hhhHHhhhhmmmMMMmmm..later going to zoe hs help her type e6 class list..then yana also going coz she super bored at home(like mi nth to do keep on watching tv)..then after tat maybe acc zoe go bugis to buy choc..see how lor..hmm..yea..:D(and ooooouuuuuccccchhhh...!!!mi stomach is killing mi again..argh..!!!muz u do this again stomach..??!!)

aww..wad to do..?!?!have been cracking mi head for ideas on how to place the bed n com table in mi room..so far onli can squeeze 1 inside..then the other cant..hmmm..mi room la..got this big big big cupboard i share with mi sis which occupies so much space..if not can put the com table there..tv there..still can put smth else there..but actualli also not very fair leh..!!the cupboard i dun realli use one..mi sis uses it more than mi..HMPH..how..how to squeeze 2 inside..??after 16 yrs mi papa finalli decided to let mi have mi own bed n put the com into mi room..actualli mi hs got 3 com..1 is this tat im using..the other one is mi sis buy on her own one..then the other one is mi aunt gave one not too long ago coz her office going to upgrade then they going to change all the com..the com actualli not bad one..windows xp..but then mi papa downgrade it to windows 98 again..so now hez planning to put it into mi room..then modem coz got 2..then i can use the other modem..BUT..on 1 condition..if i can think of a way to stuff both inside..coz i simply refuse not to buy a bed first..then later then settle com..argh..how..??!!

hmm..ytd is christmas!!!waiting for this day to come wait for sssssoooooo llllllloooonnnnggggg..went for pearly's church service at indoor stadium n i think the service is great!!serious..but..i still wanna remain as a free-thinker la..n i think mi mama's opinion of christians r so wrong..they r realli realli nice n frenly ppl!!!then after the service..makan..go play pool..stayed there for 3 whole hours..but dunno wad happen to mi!!!hands very unsteady..or else is strength not gd..hmmmm..nvm..if 6a gathering can go then go again..then later zoe n pearly ps mi!!!!hey..!!!all of u all ps mi this whole wk le leh!!!y u all like tat take turns de!!wei ting n bf ps mi n yana to buy bag on our own..then zoe ps mi go her fren church..hMPH!then i so bored over there see the guys play pool until i wanna slp..but at least they all play not so scary like aw hot they all..can go in dun go in purposely hit hard hard then in the end cant go in..ya lor..then after tat go kfc they eat ice-cream until very disgusting..dunno them..esp zh..call him take away the piece of paper he juz squeeze the ice cream until break into half..YIKES!!!!super duber disgusting..he still mi grand dau some more..dunno him..then went home lor..but think the thing i enjoyed most was still the service ba..hmm..then..sheesh..finalli know smth..FINALLI..!!!..hmm..like..after sssooooo llllloooooonnnngggggggg..almost 6 solid mths..then daoed him for sssooo super duber long also..like so miraculous like tat..u know..6 mths leh..not a very short time though not a very long time either..:)..THANKIE U SANTA FOR LETTING MI CHRISTMAS WISH COME TRUE!!!tat is..to be happie..i m!!!:D

rite..im feeling so slpy rite now..juz woke up to d/l maple story..hopefully it doesnt stop responding halfway like it did previously n i had to delete it off n d/l again..which means another 2 more hours..n it better not be coz i woke up so early specially for tat..shld have caught up with mi slp..okie..going out with izyana later to buy baggie..then tml going to pearly's church concert n then after tat dunno do wad..hoping to spend a gd christmas..a nice one..:)..mErRy ChRiStMaS!!!!!!

hmm..im feeling much much better today..mood n all tat..think im not angry le..disappointed..?? think so..yea..gotta go turf city later on..coz mi mama wan shop..so meaning to say this wk i onli stayed at home for 1 day which is ytd..!!tats y im super duber slpy now..gotta go bathe le..see ya..

im in a very bad mood now..so dun try to pissed mi off or else i will realli throw mi temper at u de..sorri if i sound very harsh..but im realli in very bad mood..didnt have a gd slp coz halfway like at 5+ got gastric..at 6+ woke up drank warm water which made mi slightly better..though it wasnt tat bad as the gastric pain i had several wks ago which caused mi to wake up at 2 in the morning..but well..ya..okie..juz dun feel like elaborating n i dun wan to do anything regarding tat matter..gastric haven subside yet..in super bad mood now..

rite..early morning im like..in not a very gd mood already..reasons..almost angry for 6 days..think break mi record of last yr angry with him for dunno how mani days..besides..im nv angry for so long over a person..guessed ive realli became more petty..but anyway..clemence said he broke up with his gf ytd..when he called mi suddenly..trying to ask mi out..sigh..great..now im going to suffer..can u imagine..juz a while ago before he called mi glenn smsed mi(hez mi pri classmate+neighbour+peeping tom) to go out today..i juz told him i kanna bked until sch reopens..which in actual fact im not coz got some free slots here n there..yea la..then later he called..then ive to tell him the same thing also..great..then he was saying okie..then he wait until next yr then..hopefully can find 1 time to go out n not until he old..sigh..tats y im now..mi mood at the bottom of the well..get wad i mean..sigh..

hmm..ytd n tat day watched love undercover..very nice!!!wait a min..im not crazy over daniel wu..tats the first thing i muz n have to say..but..alas!!he in tat show is a very nice guy!!!ytd he proposed to ah juan..i was like..tears in mi eyes??awww..so touching..!!(hmm..coz i dun have any more energy to cry le..very tired..)..then was thinking..if ah juan dun marry him..i will!!!hahahz...crazy gal..but she did la..of coz she did..such a nice guy..hmm..actualli wad a gal wans..for happiness..is 1.to have the guy by her side always(not literally but mentally n emotionally) 2.the guy uses 100% of his true heart to treat her(then will treat her nice nice..n NO LIES!) 3.the guy to love her wholeheartedly--->tats all..jiu suan bu neng mei tian zai yi qi..ye neng guo de hen kai xin..but hor..!!all these 3 things muz let the gal know(coz the more she likes the guy..the more she loses confidence n faith in herself..)..issit very hard..?i think this can be done very easily leh..juz tat..whether u guyz wanna do it or not..i heard from a song before..'hen duo shi qi shi hen rong yi jiu ke yi zuo dao..ni yi ding yao rang ta kai xin..hao ma'..yet guyz dunno how to make a gal happie..itz simple..those 3 pts are all a gal r seeking for..hmm..reminds mi of our clique..hmm..actualli very happie for them now..coz all of them like very xing fu..jas..yanda finalli take more initiative to be with her le..:D..li yun..she found her another xing fu le(realli hope she wun be hurt again)..wei ting..almost 2 mths with her piggie le..ahahaz..still in honeymoon period i think..hahahz..okie..then bee fang..got her wish granted tat she n bt will be frenz again..zoe..got into ajc..aiming to go to tjc..hahaz..see!!nice rite??!!hahaz..hmm..mi arh..hmm..very tired..left this bit bit of energy..determination got mi going on..aiya..dun say mi la..but mi clique all so happie rite??hahahz..realli happie for them..:D

EEEeeeeEEEkkkkkkkkSSSSssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!disgusting freak!!!early morning come online check mi mail saw a frenster msg from lyon..YYYYIIIIIKKKKKEEEESSSSSS!!!!!i quick quick delete away..disgusting freak..leave mi alone!!!ignore him!!!!delete away his msg..not gonna add him in frenster..no way..realli nono..a big big NONO!okok..shld stop it..put tat aside in mi mind..now..i got nth to say..absoluting no comments..either he very stubborn or i dunno how to express miself..but from tat..i dun think he knows the reason im angry over..nth to say..no comments..no nth..

okie..!!dudez!!im angry for 2 whole days..letz see how long i'll be angry for alrite?hmm..tat time read mi blog..then rmbed last yr i was also angry with him coz he very indecisive over his feelings..hmm..lets not mention about tat..ytd went out with pearly..(we spent the time there walking the shops outside onli lor..n we didnt even go into the mall itself..so if u wan to go buy prezzie can go bugis..got a lot there..)saw a four leaf clover in bugis!!!itz made as a necklace!!smth like wad the comic strip said!!!i wan!!!!!!but..quite ex..34 without discount..got 10% discount but still quite broke..but very nice!!hmm..oh ya..u know u click mi link..the lian yu one..go see the comic..very touching..dun worry..i almost cried but i didnt onli..hahahz..coz tat time when i was looking i was angry..how to cry..!hahahaz..okok..today stay at home..hahaz..:D

rite..now..early in the morning..im angry..or rather..i still am..since ytd..almost angry for 1 day le..rite..i still cant stand it..half half ans..itz like hez not sincere..playing arnd like tat..ive always tot tat a person muz be very sure of his/her own feelings..rite..there r times we are indecisive..no doubt..yea..but this is smth we have to be very sure about..got means got..dun have means dun have..where got half half de..??!!itz like hez toying with feelings like tat..n feeling is smth he shldnt even have tried to mess up with..sorri if i sound harsh now..but im angry..n if u realli know mi..im angry means im angry..im not angry very often..but when im angry im harsh..but he said itz real..hopefully it is la..tat hez not taking the easy way out by saying half half..coz i realli hate it when ppl lie to mi no matter wad their reasons r(though some may be forgiven..)in a way i'll be hurt alrite..so it makes no diff..but i dun think he knows tat by giving mi a half half ans hurts mi more than a yes-no ans..rite now u mite be thinking tat i this person very ma fan..wan the truth..then still wan a full ans..sorri la..but tats mi..ppl do things niu ni..still can..but i dun like ppl who r niu ni about their own feelings..coz i trust feelings a lot..n i wun go against mi own feelings..maybe wad he said was rite u know..ive been thinking..even i like yy i will be happier than liking him..yea itz true u know..but wad..u know..i will onli be happier in appearance wise n not the real mi..i know it miself..sorri im harsh..if i sound mean..but i aint gonna care anymore..if he wan tell mi..fine..i'll be glad if he did when he know the full ans..if not..im not going to probe him anymore..im realli sick of it..

hmm..bloggie..ytd go chalet..quite fun la..but im not in the mood to describe..coz..now got 1 more prob for mi to solve le..sigh..haiz..how..i need opinions..!!!1 prob after another..haiz..

im backie!!!!hahahahahahz..got miss mi??got rite??dun deny hor..coz i can see it thru mi eyes..hahahahz..(wad do i sound like..?insane..hahaz..okok..)hmm..firstly..ive been saying this from ytd until today..IM SO TOUCHED!!!!!!pearly n eric actualli went to send mi off..!!!awww..!!!but they cant find mi..but im still touched..tat they actualli woke up at 5..!!!!awww...sobz sobz..but i still cant reach pearly until now though..heard tat she got a job from her mama..hmm..then she nv reply mi sms..!!!hmph..hahaz..nvm..but ai..serious arh..u all realli wan mi treat??oH no..!!!im dead broke..!!!hmm..shall see how things go..hmm..in taiwan arh..mi dad bluff mi..!!theres no time diff..but the thing is now coz itz autumn time for them..the sun sets at 4.30 there..then at 6.30 u will feel like itz like 8.30 like tat..u get wad i mean..but i kinda like there..actualli i miss taiwan la..down there..itz not tat itz very fun..but to mi..i feel a kinda freedom..to free mi from everything u know..i almost ran away to live on mi own n settle down there..(serious..!!)then..lifestyle there is plain n simple..but the ppl live vrey happily..though 1 weird thing i found..most of the couples i saw rite..sure got 1 face black black one..if u get wad i mean..haaz..hmm..ya lor..then..i wanna go there someday again..!!!when i grow older..:)..okok..now itz getting late..im not changed yet..going for 4e6 chalet later..see ya..!!!if wanna know more about there can juz ask mi la..u know how long-winded im..then saying everything out will take ages..hahaz..kk..!!

hmm..tat time i say i wan write mi biography de..so..here i go now..:)..some of the things in life i will nv forget..hope u all dun mind mi saying out stuff tat happened between us..coz i think rite..everything between mi n mi frenz..actualli we know le..;)

i think i was very pampered since young..i still rmbed when i was arnd 5..i wanted to have play dough..then 1 fine nite..mi parents brought mi to toy'r'us to buy..no matter wad i wanted..they gave it to mi..even when i wanted the toy tat came with darlie toothpaste..though mi hs already has a lot of tooth paste..they still drove arnd to buy tat for mi..maybe tat explains mi character now..im determined..im also rather weak i think..i was admitted into the hospital before..coz of high fever..n ive asthma..which i get the attacks quite often..itz cured when i was in pri sch..but sometimes i still cant eat/drink certain stuff which r super sweet n sour(like peel fresh guava juice)..if not i sorta have difficulty breathing..then joined dance..then hurt miself here n there..p2 hurt mi neck..p3 hurt mi head..p5 hurt mi ankle(until now still not fully recovered..)..p6 hurt mi knee..sec 4 hurt mi back..im super duber pro rite?thank you thank you..

then i entered kindergarden..i cant rmb much from kindergarden..i rmb there was this time..thinking back itz realli ridiculous..hahaz..i actualli posted this thing..not say posted la..call 1 fren pass to him..the guy's name is call sun ning..i dunno how come i still rmbed his name..maybe coz itz a very unique name ba..in tat piece of paper..i actualli did wrote.."wld u marry mi"..hahaz..realli..tat doesnt sound like mi now rite..i so ego now..but hey!!k1 onli leh..then read so mani fairytales..(tats y i still believed in fairytales now..)..influence ma..but smth im very sure of..i dun like him..itz juz..those kinda..curious in him u know..coz..hez those super act cool one..hahaz..ya..then i rmb i was curious since young le..i passed arnd another piece of paper..writing to: sharon n from:sharon coz i simply cld not understand wads the diff between to n from which mi teacher taught mi tat time..then..k2 was also the time the first guy like mi..not exactly say like la..coz we were still young then..not knowing affairs of the heart..he was rich..super duber rich..he knows how to roller-skates(which until now i still dunno) n all..tats how mi kindergarden life went passed..

pri sch life..i think i will rmb this for life..p1..theres this guy..(hez xiang lin btw)..hez from g class..im from e class..hez frenz made fun of mi everytime during assembly..then during our silent reading time before assembly..there was once he threw a paper plane with 'i love u' written on it..n tat time i p1 rite..i very scared!!!!the first thing i did when i got home was tell mi mama..(n mi whole family knows about tat)then the next few days..he sent 'flying kisses' n stuff..he stopped when i completely daoed him all the time..then he was in the same class as mi in p5 n 6!!(i cont the story later..)p2-p4..i was bullied by mi classmates..but i had realli gd frenz back then..:)..okie..cont the story..in p5..i freaked out when i knew tat xiang lin was in the same class as mi..but eventualli we became gd frenz..best frenz..rumours passed arnd in class..i almost went into a bgr relationship with someone i didnt like at all at such a tender age u know!!but..well..the story ended in p5..:)..then..another guy..cheng wei..hez studying in australia now..hez 1 very devoted guy..liked mi for 4 solid yrs since p5..i was touched when i knew..but i cldnt accept him..coz itz simply mi principles..of coz..i had super duber gd frenz..pearly n ming ming..this frenship didnt realli cont in sec sch..but gd memories though..both of them didnt like each other..but they stayed together coz of mi u know!!!(too gan dong le..)ahahaz..then..poof!came the very first guy i like in mi entire life..hahaz..

jun xiang..hmm..back in p5..hez called the sissy(oops..sorri jx!!hehez..)hez aint sissy la..but u know pri sch kids..childish ma..then i nv ever did teased him in p5 k..!!except for once i was made to take this dare to call him sissy..ya lor..in p6..hez mi class monitor..n he sat in front of mi..he bullied by mi..everytime kinda kicked by mi..:X..(pai seh la..until now sometimes i still do it..itz mi way of communicating..:X)hahaz..then eventualli..i started to like him..no one in the class knew the truth although there were rumours tat i liked him(n actualli the whole class knew except him..but i kept denying it..)liked him for..1 yr ++ ba..jx..u know..mi sec 1 class..a lot of ppl knew i like u back then u know..hahaz..i didnt dare to tell him..until in sec 2..when i liked another guy le..(clemence)then little did i know..tat tat time we liked each other..but we didnt dare to say..he told mi in sec 3 onli u know..hahaz..

in sec sch life..mi sec 1 days..diff sch from jx..tat time very close to seniors(yee haun,kevin,clem)like yee haun at first..but realised he got gf(clem told mi tat..which was true)then i cant like him le..then in sec 1 yr end..clem keep asking mi out..i think he asked for 9 times n i onli agreed on the 9th..then became very close to him..like practically every day we will talk over the phone de..when rumours fly across at first..i didnt like him..realli..itz was until much later..then i liked him de..but it was a big big mistake..

i became the third party in the relationship between another sharon(senior) n him..i didnt know he had a gf..i asked him a lot of times..n sharon too..but of them denied..n when sharon suspected..i realli didnt like him..as i said..it was until much later..then..they broke up..partly coz of mi..partly coz of him..coz he started to hurt her emotionally..n sharon didnt trust him tat there was nth between mi n clem(there realli isnt)..hmm..but during the period of time whereby i was kept in the dark..i realli liked him a lot..a lot..coz he graduate when i was in sec 1 ma..then he in nyjc..onli rmbed i missed him a lot..cried practically every nite in sec 2..tats how pathetic i was..then..i knew he broke up..still liked him..tat time in sec 2..yr end went out with him alone..he told mi on the train tat he actualli considered us together before..i didnt say anything..coz i tot i dun like him le..but actualli later i knew i still did..then nth happened..when he got a gf when i was in sec 3..i gave up le..spent next 5 mths forgetting him..getting rid of the feelings..i liked him for 1 yr 3 mths 8 days..until now still got contact la..when he sms mi lor..but i dun realli dare to reply..or go out with him..once bitten twice shy..i wun be the third party again..

i think in mi sec sch life..gotta know gd frenz!!wei ting arh..she arh..pro de..knew her in sec 2..knew she didnt realli like mi back then..but then later become gd frenz also..actualli i did smth which upsets her a lot in sec 2..(issit sec 2..?i think so..)okok..i better not say about tat matter anymore or else she will cry like she did in grad day n in the end make mi cry also!!hmm..shes one very..cute gal..think can use tat word to describe her la..(wt u dun get big-headed arh!)hmm..she taught mi a lot of things actualli..1 fren i'll nv forget..now got she got her piggie le..she will treasure him i know..happie for her tat she found her xing fu..:)..realli..hahaz..(and not forgetting shes the first one who asked a hug from mi n i refused to give her at first..!!!hahahaz..hor wt..?)

next person is izyana le..hahaz..hmm..also dunno how come i become close frenz with her leh..we were not in same class ever..then think coz in sec 2 acting committee in prefects..then became very close..n then hang out during recess together..n stuff then became realli gd frenz..izyana..also someone i wun forget..hahaz..sometimes i realli dun understand how come we became this close..she is sama sama ego as mi..but yana..wad i heard was true..sometimes..we gotta put our ego down n do smth..the things in which we nv ever wanted to let go..u know wad i mean?coz..i know..n i dunno u know or not..u cant lose him rite..coz he already formed part of ur life le..maybe next time we go attend lessons which teaches us not to be too ego..:)..hahaz..hmm..dun do anything silly hor..!!both u n him..:)

then bee fang..zoe..li yun..jasmine..pearly..ying xia..n ppl i missed out!!hahaz..realli treasured them..hahaz..i think between us there are realli no secrets..hahaz..zoe arh..sorri..i nv tell u a lot of mi feelings coz i dun wan u (n bee fang) to be stuck in the middle u know..hahaz..if u dun understand..ask bee fang..she knows wad i mean..hmm..bee fang..thanks for being there all the while..li yun..u hor..though already let go le..since no qian gua le..then muz quick quick find xing fu okie..!!:D..n i will rmb wad u wrote to mi in the card..(itz in mi wallet!!)..hahaz..jasmine..pearly..ying xia..thanks for being there when i needed u guyz..!!!realli..thanks..:)..

hmm..i think sec 2 n 3 were mi happiest moments ba..sec 2..coz of irc..got to know a lot of 2e1 ppl..eric..ben..timothy..jun kiat..anthony..bla bla..then eric n i became best frenz..he super duber nice lor..sec 2 i was very sad wad..coz of clemence..then everytime i wld go behind the hall near the cca rms to watch ppl play bball..everytime eric also there de..he was the one who cheered mi up during those sad times..n i dun think he knew this..i hated bball becoz it was very violent to mi in pri sch..then it was during tat time i started to accept bball u know..i wld say things between us were very complicated during tat time..coz of a lot of reasons..but sec 2 n 3 were the happiest moments brought by a fren..a guy fren..realli..lotsa stuff we did..said..bla bla..no way will i ever forget tat man..:)..somehow..everytime i run into probs..hez the first person i will confront..(n all mi listening ears also..;)..)hmm..until now..sometimes whenever i meet probs..i will still wan to confront him though i didnt in the end..dunno y i feel very comfortable with him..n he seemed to have the ability to cheer mi up through his advice..to mi..hez like..sorta an quan wang like tat u know..hmm..then later we became jie n di..then actualli in last yr..dec..27..i supposed to give him an ans..whether i like him or not..i didnt give him the ans..he tot..actualli before tat i did le..i smsed him 1 fine morning..told him..i cant lose him as a fren..i think he got wad i meant..but he didnt know tat was the ans..he liked mi during tat time u know..i didnt know..i tot he liked sue lynn during tat time..n he tot i liked lyon..(lyon..i daoed him le..he likes mi la..but i dunno..i find tat hez more of trying to possess mi u know..coz im the first gal he cant get..somemore he smokes which i hates..so in the end i tot dao him will be gd for him..)hmm..now thinking back..if i knew tat time he likes mi rite..i think theres a possibility tat i wld have like him sooner u know..coz tat time im starting to have those kinda feeling..but..coz i tot he liked sue lynn..tats y i told miself..cannot cannot..absorb miself in work..hang out with lyon n kelvin..(another working guy i gotta knew which i also daoed in the end coz of lyon)ya lor..but in the end..i still liked him le..then together..then break up..(38 is realli a jinx no. for mi..)actualli until now i still like him..i will nv forget those times..as frenz n when we are together..maybe i told u all before..tat ive heard the most touching sentence..the one which realli made mi melt..it came from him..i dunno if he still rmbed..:)..n sec 2 teachers day..im in hall n they played the lang hua yi duo duo song..then i saw him in field..kicking soccer..then pretending to strike guitar down there..realli cracks mi up..hmm..then last yr i think..sometimes he will come mi hs downstairs on friday..then we talk..then got 1 time..he down there running up n down..saying hez training napfa..a bit diao..coz itz a walking lane..(but it aint exactly a lane also..)..then there was this time we were in somerset..then he n edwin go take a balloon each..then someone silently hang the balloon on mi bag behind..hahaz..somehow..when i think of him i will wan to eat lollipop or m and n..hahaz..those days..thanks eric..thanks for being mi best fren..n mi di before..hahaz..mi first n ever di leh..:)..

hmm..im a gal who cries very easily..but..i cry until i very tired le..hao lei hao lei..i have a family which i love a lot..mi dad..mi mom..mi sis..realli a lot..but i nv said it out..whenever i meet with probs with them..i think most of the time i swallow it down..like wad the chinese doc said..though tat time she helped mi rub mi back n i felt pain..very pain..i nv say it out..juz bear with it..im those kinda gal..n when i break down is normally those times which i cant stand it anymore..mi dad..though i quarrel with him very often..i know wads rite n wads wrong..hey..im already 16..i ought to..sometimes i juz tried to be too guo fen..u know those kinda things..mi mom..mi best mama!!hahaz..nv expected her to actualli be the one who cheered mi when i did very badly for mi hist prelims..mi sis..a huge age gap we have..tats y we nv confront each other with our probs n we were nv realli tat close..she comes home late when i already slpt..those kinda things..we can actualli nv talk to each other for a wk or 2 de..tats y i realli envied u all who has siblings..be in gd terms with them la..haiyo..when u grow up dun ever dao them k..

if u r wondering how come suddenly i say all these stuff..is coz u know..im going to taiwan on tuesday le(i wun blog anymore until i come back..if i will..)im taking the flight at 8.30a.m..meaning to say tat i will have to reach the airport at 6.30 in the morning..down there..think 1-2 hours faster than spore time..n the temp is 16/26..i wun be bringing mi hp along..n..i know some of u realli hate mi say this alrite..but taiwan reallli very dangerous wad..got typhoon..earthquake..flood n all..so at least now when i say everything out le if smth happen i wun regret..but of coz i will be strong..mi is sharon lim leh..hahaz..i will try mi very best to be back okie?i promise..:)..still got 4E6 chalet on the 14 leh(actualli from 13-15 but i cant make it on 13 ma..)!!how can i miss it..!!..also..6A going to have gathering on 29!!!!hahahahz..i will be back on the 13..think in evening time i will reach singapore ba..n..here r some things i wanna tell some ppl here..:

--->jun xiang..hmm..from wad u said tat u think tat u still like mi..hmm..thank you..realli..hey..i think u r the guy who liked mi the longest already lor..break cheng wei's record le..hahaz..n wo shi xing fu de..coz not everyone who likes the first guy have the first guy liking them back!!hmm..sorri..wo shi zhong shen me dou mei shuo..but..the thing is..u know mi principle..nv to cheat a person's feelings..the thing is i still like someone..i still like him..im realli realli sorri u know..tat time when i was down when i was still with him i told u all tat when i didnt know u still like mi..i think i muz have realli made u very sad also..sorri..having u like mi for so long realli touched mi..but..im sure u will find a better gal in hc..:)..to mi..u r always the most perfect guy i have in mi mind..(serious..!!!)so dun ruin tat image okie..?hahaz..i'll be back for 6A gathering on 29!!:)

--->zoe..bee fang..li yun..jasmine..pearly..ying xia..hey guyz!!im realli realli sure u all will find tat special someone de..!!have faith in urself..alrite..!!:)..ly..congrats on u finalli put it down le..wish u all all the best!!!

--->eric..hey u!!!dun u ever break ur promise k(if u cant rmb wad u promised mi..recall!!)..i wanted to tell u this on ur bday de..but then now then i decided to tell u..u arh..next yr bday dun spend it alone le la..muz spend with the special 'her' okie!!:)..i give u mi blessings!!n hor..dun be silly silly de..next time the 'her'..dun think too much for her..coz u very nice as in u take care of her a lot..but smth think too much for her until she doesnt wan u to..get wad i mean..?believe in things u wanna believe..:)dun lose faith in urself..;)

yay!!im done with all tat i wan to say so long le..!!im going..!!take care!!!

alrite gal!ytd went to watch the incredibles with izyana..it was not bad..!!but it cld have been better if mi aunt didnt call mi halfway thruout the show..but she was nice though..she got a new discman for mi n is getting a discman case for mi too..hahaz..last nite then she called mi again n said tat shes giving mi n mi sis a voucher each at gramophone at specialist center..woohhoooo!!!can finalli get a cd le..!!i wanna buy liang jing ru's one..!!hahaz..then no need to wait until go taiwan then buy(if u r wondering y..itz becoz i tot since itz imported from taiwan it mite be cheaper there..n if i buy there i need not use mi own money coz im super broke now left with onli $4 in mi wallet coz of prom!!)okok..hmm..yea..today juz gonna stay home..watch more tv..n start thinking wad clothes i wanna bring to taiwan..hmm..n anyway..today is supposed to be the day im going to do it..hmmm..

well..today im supposed to meet yana at somerset at 11.30 to watch movie the incredibles which starts at 12.45..meet her for lunch first then i shall go buy mi swimming suit n mi mama's tube..in case u r wondering wad happened to mi swimming suit..well..somehow it shrunk(or ive grown out of it) n itz shape changed(for some reason which i dunno y)..yupz..tml wt coming back le..she says she will come back in the evening..mm..then tml..haiz..somehow u know ytd then i realised tat i still had the ability to cry over someone instead of smth u know tat..i tot i had already lost the ability to..i dunno..i realli realli lost all the confidence n faith in miself le..ive been losing slp at nite..n i didnt hear the vibrations in which ppl smsed mi n called mi(for some reason i always kept the hp by mi side..the reason..maybe i'll reveal it soon..maybe not..depends)but last nite i managed to think about a lot n a lot of logical things..n illogical ones as well(well normally i think a lot of illogical things la..)then tot of if we dun believe in smth tat we do..how can we ever succeed in doing smth..so..tada!fairytales will come true onli when u believe..if u dun believe..how do u expect tat to come true rite?hmm..these few days have been fanning bee fang a lot on a matter ive been troubled by..hope things arent tat silly..i juz dunno wad good n bad it will do to a person..

bloggie..ytd was prom nite!!!it was super duber fun!!!realli realli glad tat i went..itz a nite i'll nv forget..so mani gorgeous ppl..wow..hahaz..for miself i spent almost 2 n a half hour preparing for it..n i spent 45 mins bathing!!!hahaz..break record le..dunno how come i took so long also..but bloggie..the most impt thing ive learnt was not tat..no matter how i hide..run..avoid..i all realised it ytd..last nite..i cldnt lie to miself anymore..maybe for the last time..the face..i will rmb it for life..or so i wished i cld..i realli wished i cld..n..ive made up mi mind n not changed it for the past 9 hours..im going to do it..

today is prom nite..n shit manz..im supposed to do last min shopping for mi makeup n bag..actualli im all done already..then ytd borrowed from mi sis all tat i needed..tat time discussed with her she say okie le ma..so i didnt buy all those stuff..then later mi mom quarrrelled with mi sis..reason is partly coz mi mom dun like the way mi sis treats mi..n u know wad time it is..midnite 12 okie..!i was so frustrated lor..then mi mom made mi return all those things n im supposed to buy on mi own with her this noon..wa sianz lor..!!i hate these kinda last min stuff..n i actualli cried while they were quarrelling u know..im so sick of it..realli..every day if itz not tat i quarrel with mi dad then is mi sis quarrel with mi mom..or on those 'lucky days'..both will happen..wad kinda family is tat..!realli..things have been like tat since i entered sec sch which i simply dun understand y..sigh..frustrated..!!

Sharon Lim -- greedy but easily contented; rational but impulsive; speak a lot but quiet; believe in things completely but have doubts running through the mind; think a lot but choose not to think at all; simple but complicated. to put it simply, im a total contradictory.
BUT I LOVE SMILING! :).

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